Lyn and I aren't talking face to face right now. It is very complicated. It is deep rooted in the past. I want desperately to change what is. For now all I can do is celebrate what is great about my oldest daughter. She is a strong brave woman. She makes decisions everyday I can only imagine. She is mothering 3 little humans. I am so proud of her. No matter what my life may bring me in the time I have left I am so proud to be her mother.
